Hi everyone, i know its been a while since i updated. Its just hard writing on Skyla's blog. We had a fetal echo on the babies heart and our cardiologist told me that he is a boring baby. Boring to me is fantastic!! Means i have a healthy baby with a healthy heart. That made my day. Thankyou to everyone who voted on the names poll. But we still havent decided on a name. I do have it down to 3 though, only 1 from the list. I think now it will be out of LUCA, KYNAN or JAI. Maybe we will just wait til he is born then pic which one suits best. Its so hard deciding on a name. I have my next check up on thursday 5th Feb. Not sure if i am having another scan but i am having the Glucose test thing. I am hoping to discuss whether or not i can have a c section too. Thats what i really want anyways. If i have the c-section they will have to take me a week earlier i think. I am due May 9th. Mothers day is May 10th. I really want to be out of hospital by mothers day. Last mothers day i had my baby girl with me and we were in hospital. This mothers day i dont want to be in hospital, i want my little boy with me and Blake. We will go and see our Angel at her resting place.
February 13th is fast approaching. It will mean that my sweet baby girl has been gone 8ths. I lost my baby girl on Friday the 13th. Skyla was 8mths old to the day. Now on her 8mth anniversary its bloody friday the 13th again. I hate this day. Next month is also friday the 13th. I cant escape them. Then i have Valentines Day Feb 14th, my baby will have been dead longer than she was alive. 8ths and 1 day. It hurts so much. Im a bawling mess typing this. I cant hardly see through all my tears.
I miss you so much baby girl. The day you died, part of me died too. I wish i could hold you in my arms again, kiss your beautiful face. I would never let you go Skyla. I love you baby girl and miss you so much. Love mummy xoxoxox
Recovery Mode!!
5 months ago
2 comments:
Hi Kristy,
I too was crying reading your update-i can only imagine how hard it must be loosing such a special girl.
I hope all goes well on the 5th,i have a scan on the 7th so hopefuly he'll co-operate?!
I you want a c-section just push for it and tell them how you feel,thats what i did when i got the option for my 2nd one and now were on to my 4th c-section.Although it is harder to recover - then its worth it.And don't over do things.
Keep your chin up
Gil XX
been thinking alot about yall lately, glad to hear things are going well in the pregnancy. as for life, well just one day at a time i guess. im so very sorry still, that skyla isnt here with you in flesh, but you know she is here with you in spirit, and helping to watch over her new baby brother. many blessings to you. always!
Zach's mom
Dotty
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