Back on feeds

11/11/07 We started back on EBM today. 1ml per hour. Had a good day.

12/11/07 Milk still 1ml per hour. Pc above rate down from 12 to 10 on ventilator. Had 2 vomits, stopped feeds for a bit. Wide awake today.

13/11/07 One month old today. The time is going so fast. Came in this morning to find no Skyla. They had moved her down 3 bed spaces. I walked straight passed her and didn't even notice.

14/11/07 A sad day today. A little baby passed away through the night. Poor little bubba. It breaks my heart. It is so hard being in ICU. You see so much going on. As much as you feel for the parents of other children in there your just so grateful that your own child is still here with you. Its really hard. The Drs and nurses try there hardest in there. They perform miracles, but they cant save everyone. It must be hard for them too. But they do their job and get on with it. Its all they can do. Skyla up to 3mls of milk per hour. Weaned morphine down today. Weighed her 2.02kg.